The scene of the accident kept rolling in my head again and again, and I fell crying on the floor, just now understanding what happened. The sadness and the guilt started crawling straight inside my heart. My body was shaking and I couldn’t stop crying. I lost the family that I just got back, we just started forming a real family again, and I ruined everything. All the time I spent in the office, working, and not spending time with my family was now my biggest regret.